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Well yesterday at around 4:30 Joans dad came and picked me up and i hung out with Joan till 9:00 it was so sad cause i wrote her a note and i called her this morning and she cried.
Im really gonna miss her for the 3-6 months shes gone.
Plus i talked to my mom and dad about getting me help and my dad was fine with it but my mom flipped out "what do you need help for huih? so you could be with joan?"
whatever she doesnt understand looks like im still gonna be a coke-head. Not like itll matter much seeing is how my family pays more attention to me when i fuck up.
but im still gonna try on my own, well see if it works.
Isnt it funny how i started getting sick when i was with Joan for the last time for months. Well i wasnt able to go to school cause i was sick!
Im really gonna miss her for the 3-6 months shes gone.
Plus i talked to my mom and dad about getting me help and my dad was fine with it but my mom flipped out "what do you need help for huih? so you could be with joan?"
whatever she doesnt understand looks like im still gonna be a coke-head. Not like itll matter much seeing is how my family pays more attention to me when i fuck up.
but im still gonna try on my own, well see if it works.
Isnt it funny how i started getting sick when i was with Joan for the last time for months. Well i wasnt able to go to school cause i was sick!