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im so lost. i have no idea what i want anymore. sometimes i wonder if i will make it out of this ok. will i get hurt? will i hurt someone else? what will happen? i have no clue. all i know is i dont fully realize what i have but i always want more. i dont even know if i want to continue this or if i want to move on. sometimes i think i just need a vacation. i just need some time off. i just need to be alone. i dont know anymore.
today i got worked. went to the gym with fuckin victor and rene and then ran like 3 miles. i havent felt this sore in a very long time. im doing that shit again on wednesday. i would go tomorrow but yea, im going to dinner with angel. we.ll see how that goes.
today i got worked. went to the gym with fuckin victor and rene and then ran like 3 miles. i havent felt this sore in a very long time. im doing that shit again on wednesday. i would go tomorrow but yea, im going to dinner with angel. we.ll see how that goes.