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ok so i fixed the spacebar on my computer. sweet. no more gay comments with a million underscores. today was a horrible day but it all started with last night when i realized i can no longer take amie and her bullshit. everyday i get closer and closer to beating her face in. you dont know what its like having to listen to her constantly complaining or you dont know what its like to have to listen to her think shes right. its so annoying. i just sit in the car, silent and nod my head to whatever shes saying bc if i disagree with her forget it. so last night she called me to see how she was going to get the parking pass from me so i told her she could come by and pick it up. the minute i said that i heard the attitude in her voice. i so wanted to turn my car around and drive over to her house and beat her ass. shes so fucking ungrateful. i take her ass to school twice a week and give her a ride home. do you know how much gas that saves her and do you know how much gas that costs me? ive never asked her for gas money but then again shes never offered any. i am constantly going outta my way bc she forgets to leave out the pass for me. i am constantly late to class bc shes never ready when i get to her house. im so sick and fucking tired of being taken advantage of. so after dealing with her attitude for a couple minutes i got pissed and told her id bring the pass to her in the morning and hung up on her. so this ruined my plans for today. i was supposed to be able to sleep in a bit and then go over to angels to visit for a little while then head to school and do my presentation and take my last final but no. instead i would drive to her house to bring her the pass and then have to either sit at school for 2 hours with nothing to do or go drive around and find something to do. so i wake up and start getting ready and all that stuff and at 8.25a my phone rings. guess who it is? fucking amie calling to let me know that if i dont wanna come bring her the pass, she'll just pay the 2 bucks and buy a one day one at school. this woulda been great to know LAST NIGHT. since i was almost ready to leave i decided i would just take her the pass. so i get to her house and im hoping like hell shes not sitting in the living room waiting for me so i knock on the door and i dont hear anything so i go in bc she always leaves it unlocked for me and i throw it on the table and leave. i know if i woulda seen her that woulda been it. i feel kinda bad bc i was like one of the few friends she had and shes one of the few i had but i dont like being taken advantage of and i def dont like not being appreciated. so fuck it. i have my wonderful bf. who needs friends anyway. they just stab you in the back and fuck you over.