chillaxin
Today isn't so bad. Although it's annoying when people wake me up FOR my grandma. >.>
I decided to stay up though, and got me a shower, and now drinking a mountain dew, listening to music.
The other day I got to go out with my whole family. We went to my work, so my mom could get some things from there for her new apartment. We went to wal-mart to get some food, and I even bought them all dinner from Arby's. I was mostly on my crutches that day. It sucked lol. My ankle is getting better, looks-wise. It still hurts like hell. But my balance is better lately. So that's always nice. I'm trying to decide now what I want to eat. Not even sure if I want to eat. This weekend is going by really slow. I have my follow-up on Tuesday for the doctor to tell me how my ankle is looking. Maybe I'll try and put more pressure on it afterward. I really wanna go back to work. Although ... I'm scared. Not sure if it's because I don't wanna hurt myself more, or if it's because of what others think. I don't know. Who knows. My head is all screwed up it seems. I really wanna get better, get a second job, get my own place, and be happy. Maybe I'll just forever be single. I won't get hurt that way right?
Meh, I'm babbling now..
I decided to stay up though, and got me a shower, and now drinking a mountain dew, listening to music.
The other day I got to go out with my whole family. We went to my work, so my mom could get some things from there for her new apartment. We went to wal-mart to get some food, and I even bought them all dinner from Arby's. I was mostly on my crutches that day. It sucked lol. My ankle is getting better, looks-wise. It still hurts like hell. But my balance is better lately. So that's always nice. I'm trying to decide now what I want to eat. Not even sure if I want to eat. This weekend is going by really slow. I have my follow-up on Tuesday for the doctor to tell me how my ankle is looking. Maybe I'll try and put more pressure on it afterward. I really wanna go back to work. Although ... I'm scared. Not sure if it's because I don't wanna hurt myself more, or if it's because of what others think. I don't know. Who knows. My head is all screwed up it seems. I really wanna get better, get a second job, get my own place, and be happy. Maybe I'll just forever be single. I won't get hurt that way right?
Meh, I'm babbling now..