oy! oy! my heart is smiling :)
yesssah! got theeeeee car back today! now i don't feel so stuck. i am NOT GOING TO FUCK UP AGAIN! i promise! no more drinking and driving. i remember how i use to literally just drink while driving. 'yeah yeah yeahs' blarrrred out. but then look at me without my car just a few days ago. sad and lonely as fuck. ugh, no more being stupid. ahh, i'm just so relieved right now. got my car back and i have an interview. thank you god. THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH. now god should help me find a good man. i am in love with being in love. i just love, LOVE! i love everything about being in a relationship. loving, fighting, sharing, holding, sexing, caring, being annoyed, too much of eachother, just everything. i don't hate the idea with being stuck to one person for a very long period of time, at all. it's just hard to find a genuine man who will feel the same towards me. i guess i can be a little overbearing sometimes? as you can see, it's a little complicated in the love department for sony right now. oyyyyyyyy, wait till september comes. i'm going to probably be one of the happiest girl ever because i get to live with the cutest little girl EVERRRRRRRRR. then i won't be too lonely anymore. you'll see! you'll see!