so yeah...

[ms_rebellious]

Sorry for my absence guys. I was in Cracov with my cousin. I had fun. I generally get along with my cousin very well. She is the closest in age with me in my family. I’m the youngest and she is only three years older. We get along since I was maybe 10 or something. I don’t hate her, I don’t compete with her in anything, but she was always the more responsible, more mature, more intelligent and stuff, and I feel like a black sheep here == it’s not my fault that she is older so she was the first year in gymnasium, in new high school system, fist to go on the university etc. I don’t like it when she treats me like a five-year-old, and stupid. She always says that I have easier because I’m younger so I can look up stuff in the net to see how it was in previous years (f.ex matura). She also said that I could ask her stuff connected with studies but she answers me in a manner of a person highly irritated, because I AM YOUNGER. >< I don’t argue with her, because I don’t like it, and I don’t want to, but she says sometimes some things that make me REALLY upset. I’m gonna live with her from 28th and I hope we won’t argue .__. And of course I have easier in life because I am the only, only child in my family. I don’t see how this makes anything easier as I was always alone.

Yesterday I was in a great mood. I planned to write a long entry about my stay in Cracov and all, but I woke up today and my good mood dispread. >>

And on top of it I cached a cold ==

Blah it turned out in a rant == just wanted to take it of my chest.