Ray of hope?
I recently read that "pain is the wake up call from God". Not a method to disown your faith. I completely understand and agree. How else could i have gotten to this mark in my life. From being dismal and uninterested in the happenings of my current life to being able to roll with punches knowing that somethings just have to chane eventually. I think I'm starting to see them change slowly. Though I'm tired of molasses money, I've survived with much less and I'm truly great for my new change in luck. Not thing to brag about, but I'm finally making head way. Thank you GOD! My prayer have been answered in terms of my love life. I asked God what should I do and he took it from there and I've never had more clarity in term of the situation I just previously underwent. The new problem or shall I say a reoccurring habit is my recent ex for the second time he is supposebly ready to pursue something serious... again. I've given it up to God and I patiently waiting for HIS answer! If he is serious this time I'm sure he is most willing to wait. I'm not in a rush in the least bit (: Ash's bachelorrette party is almost totally together. I have the money for the hotel, I know what on the menu and I'm confident in the result! YAY ME! My worst fear is not being able to attend the ceremony. Its going to break my heart, but I'm starting to think its not in my power to do. I am praying on it though and if worst comes to worst I hope she will understand. Gotta go "soak it"! PEACE