MY NATURAL decision!
I stopped officially getting my curls relaxed this past summer. (I'm telling on myself) I mostly (very sparsely) relaxed my hair because it was hot and I was uncomfortable with my natural curls and felt that the str8 way was the best for me. Because I used so light of a relaxer I was able to still keep my natural curl pattern when I wanted it, but I chose not to. Good thing my hair grows fast and I always took some what good care of it, because my hair never really suffered and remained healthy enough for me to transition easily and with out bring to much attention to inches disappearing every so often. This past Tuesday I officially cut of the last 2 inches of my self prone hair destruction and have felt even better about my hair then ever before. Yes I straightened my hair (I need a good heat protection) for the first time in about a month last night and it looks healthier and stronger than EVER. Really it amazes me, but I wont straighten as often because I'm really in love with my curly fro, NO MATTER WHO DOESN'T FEEL IT AT FIRST because they end up loving it to after a while. It's just something new to every one including myself. When I rocked my hair natural before I just though of it as a hassle and officially a bad hair day! Not anymore... I never felt so free. I've adapted a heavy hair regime that seems to be working miracles. I love my hair... and its finally MY HAIR!!!!!
Good thing one thing brings me out of my some what coma!
In other news of my life...
I am at home, alone... well my mom is here but she is quietly living down stair right now. lol. I was browsing through my old diary last night and I realized I started thinking about Marv in other than a friendly way as early as Aug. 4th. Crazy huh? Why did I never make my move? Apparently I was so stuck on getting over Kenneth and actually sticking to my no men for 6 month vow that I never realized that he felt the same way, but I acted to late and now we are stuck in this delima.
Why is dating a random game that is constantly played? Why do I feel the need to initiate the beginning of this game. So Valentine's Day is coming up. Ash and I have developed a plan that will either get his fanny into gear or make him keep on pushing. Whatever the result maybe I hope we can rebuild our platonic friendship once more. Anywho the plan is to not spend time with him on V. Day. No matter how bad he wants to. He isn't my boyfriend there for neither one of us can get mad with the other b/c there is no real relationship. The problem is I'll be playing with fire and you know that eventually leads to burning SOME ONE! We have a real appreciation for one another's friendship and by me wanting things to change from what ever this is we are doing... I feel the urge to go through with this.
I have a Valentine's date with an old friend who has been dying for a chance I suppose. The thing is... what will this result to?
My life deserve a book...
I WANT TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND dang it! WHY CAN'T HE SEE?
Good thing one thing brings me out of my some what coma!
In other news of my life...
I am at home, alone... well my mom is here but she is quietly living down stair right now. lol. I was browsing through my old diary last night and I realized I started thinking about Marv in other than a friendly way as early as Aug. 4th. Crazy huh? Why did I never make my move? Apparently I was so stuck on getting over Kenneth and actually sticking to my no men for 6 month vow that I never realized that he felt the same way, but I acted to late and now we are stuck in this delima.
Why is dating a random game that is constantly played? Why do I feel the need to initiate the beginning of this game. So Valentine's Day is coming up. Ash and I have developed a plan that will either get his fanny into gear or make him keep on pushing. Whatever the result maybe I hope we can rebuild our platonic friendship once more. Anywho the plan is to not spend time with him on V. Day. No matter how bad he wants to. He isn't my boyfriend there for neither one of us can get mad with the other b/c there is no real relationship. The problem is I'll be playing with fire and you know that eventually leads to burning SOME ONE! We have a real appreciation for one another's friendship and by me wanting things to change from what ever this is we are doing... I feel the urge to go through with this.
I have a Valentine's date with an old friend who has been dying for a chance I suppose. The thing is... what will this result to?
My life deserve a book...
I WANT TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND dang it! WHY CAN'T HE SEE?