Author: ms_ravishing
Title: Ordinary Miracle
Pairing/Characters: Yunjae
Form: Chaptered
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Youngwoong is a famous singer everyone adored nowadays. However, no one knows anything about this beautiful singer. Not about his past not about his family, he didn't even reveal his family name. Until one day, a letter came and things got difficult because he had to face his past and his family.
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Chapter 1 - He is Youngwoong Chapter 2 - Memories - Part I Chapter 2 - Memories - Part II
Now that he’s a junior high school student, he had figure out the things inside his house.
Some things he realized after his mother outburst that day.
Some things he see it for him self.
And some other things, he heard from their neighbors.
First, his mother and father married not because of love. It’s more like his grandparents choose his mother for his father, because of her background. She wants to live rich for her lifetime immediately accepted the request, since her own family’s business is crumbling, leaving only their great name.
Second, his father had been forced to leave his lover for 5 years already. He can’t or should we say, will never love Kim Yoon Ji because of his lover.
Third, he is only half related to Mi Na. Now, he realized why they didn’t look alike at all. Jaejoong looks like Yoon Ji a lot- perhaps that’s why his father never cares for him. While Mi Na looks like his father’s lover or affair since Jaejoong had seen her picture, mixed with certain traits from his father.
At first, his father begged his parents so Mi Na can stay with them. Considering that child still related by blood with them, they had agreed, much to Yoon Ji’s disappointment. However, no one should treat her any different with Jaejoong and no one should speak a word about Mi Na’s real mother.
Mi Na had realized this since she was a kid. How? Jaejoong bets his father himself had said this, and perhaps they had had little family outing once in while, considering how frequent his father went with only Mi Na for days.
His father and even grandparents favor Mi Na more than him. They love her to the core. Who won’t? She’s smart, she’s talented, she’s funny, she’s beautiful and she can get close to people and stole their heart.
While, he’s not that smart, he’s not that talented, he’s a taciturn, weak looking guy who often gets bullied in school.
He’s not loved.
Not by his mother.
Not by his father.
Not by his grandparents.
He’s a failure as a Kim’s heir. He’s a failure as a son.
He’s a failure,
***
Jaejoong watched the clear blue sky and wished he was outside right now, and not stuck inside this stupid hall.
This is his first day as a high school student, however there’s no representative from his family that showed up. He didn’t care anyway. He’s used to this.
Last year, his grandparents and father had attended Mi Na’s ceremony. She got the best score to enter Myongji High anyway, that’s why they’re so proud of her. His mother chooses to stay at home that day.
While today, who wants to come to his, when he can only enter a standard public school, which can’t be compared to Myongji High at all.
He yawned and arranged his thick eyeglasses. The result of his days staying up late to study; not good grades, only bad eyesight.
He caressed his black long hair and fringe in an attempt to tidy it. His hair almost reached his shoulder, and he preferred it that way, so that people won’t look at his face. Especially his mother and told him how girly he looks and throw another heart wrenching comments about his father carelessness towards him.
His body is skinny, it’s because he never do sports. He never had the courage to enter an activity or club.
He’s just too scared to try many things, unlike Mi Na, who can be an archery athlete and expert in tennis.
He used to be bullied and ridiculed because of his looks and passive personality. But, what can he do about that?
Losing lunch or being ordered around, he used to it by now..
He tried not to fall asleep, as his head master giving a speech. Although his head had nod from side to side, he really HAD TRIED to stay awake.
Little did he know that his appearances had attracted few persons.
And surely, not a positive attraction, we meant here.
***
After a month in his high school, Jaejoong had come to a conclusion and that is:
High School is SCUK.
Oh he means SUCK!
After a week, people already started to bully him again. It feels like junior high all over, only WORSE.
They took his lunch.
Ok he used to it.
They ordered him around: write notes for them, buying things, and all.
He also used to that.
They took his money.
Uhm, he’s not used to it?
They punched him, if he refused to do things or to hand his money.
…
God, made these 3 years over in a blink of an eye, please!
***
Jaejoong managed to get home safely that evening, safely as in only few bruises and a cut on his lip.
He usually just went straight to his room and ate dinner late at night after everyone went to bed. That way, he won’t face a single soul and no one will ask about his face.
Like they’ll care, even if they saw him.
Now, it’s already past midnight, Jaejoong gets up from his bed and head to the kitchen, he looks for something edible in the fridge and smile when he saw a slice of sandwich.
You don’t have to wonder again why he is so skinny.
He didn’t even bother to reheat it. He pours milk into the glass and starts his dinner in peace like he used to.
However,
“Jaejoong?” he heard a voice.
“What are you doing up in this kind of hour?” Only one person who cares to talk to him in this house and that is.
“Mi Na, why are you up?” Jaejoong asked back while munching his sandwich quickly. He had dropped the “unnie” long time ago.
“I just went to the bathroom,” Mi Na answered, “And you?”
“Uhm, I, I’m having a late snack,” Jaejoong answered uneasily.
“What happened to your lips?” she asked suddenly.
“Huh?” Jaejoong instantly covered his lips with his hand, “Nothing, I just bit it,”
Mi Na grabbed Jaejoong’s hand and removed it from his lip and saw that, “It’s not bitten, God, you even had bruises! Who did this to you?”
“No one, it’s alright.”
Jaejoong pushed her softly.
“It’s not alright at all,”
“Really. It’s okay. I’m fine,”
“Well, I don’t think so,”
“Mi Na, I’m fine. It’s just small problem in school, everyone had this kind of problem” Jaejoong said it firmly.
“Ok,”
After he put the glass into the sink, Jaejoong decides to go back to his room.
“But, if you need help, just tell me ok, Joongie?”
Jaejoong smiled softly and nodded.
At least I still have someone who cares.
***
It’s the second semester of Jaejoong’s first year. He got his report back, nothing extra ordinary there, except for arts. He had great marks in art. He finally found his passion in life, which is: drawing and painting.
Today, they had to go outside the class and draw something.
He’s trying to find the object and a nice spot for him; free from the sun.
While other kid chattering around loudly with their friends rather than drawing, Jaejoong had finally found the object he wants to draw. Their school’s building and field.
Jaejoong had started to sketch the building from his spot, beneath a tree. He can see the school perfectly from here and it’s free from sun.
The other students, except him, are only playing around and chatting. Some even exercised, since no one used the field and no teacher supervising them.
Jaejoong draws alone, since he didn’t have friends; who wants to linger around a freak-reserved guy like him?
Jaejoong didn’t even realize that the boys of his class started to play soccer, he only realize it after…
“Hey, you! Watch out!”
BAGH!
The ball hit his face directly.
Some people laughing at him, some even jeers and yelled, “Loser” at him.
“Are you okay?” He can sense someone running towards him.
However, as pain started to take over his mind. He cannot even give a decent answer. He can not even look up. He only covers his face, since it’s really hurt, especially his nose.
“Hey, is it really hurt?” that guy asked once more. Now close enough that Jaejoong feel he touched his shoulder. Concentrating on the pain on his nose, Jaejoong can only nod.
“Let me see it,”
Jaejoong shook his head vigorously.
“Don’t be an idiot,” the guy said.
“Hey, I said let me see it,” that guy held his hand and remove it forcefully.
He instantly saw red.
“Oh God, you’re bleeding!”
***
Jaejoong found it’s hard to breath.
It’s because of the cotton that the doctor put inside his nose. The doctor also had placed some ointment on his forehead.
Jaejoong heard bells ring, signing the end of the school.
Jaejoong look to his right and found his eyeglasses. He scanned it for a while and saw that the glasses had cracked.
He sighed.
Suddenly he hears, the sound of the door being thrown opened.
“Hey, be careful!” the doctor yelled.
“I’m sorry sir!” a guy yelled back.
Recognizing that voice, Jaejoong quickly sits back.
As he had predicted, not long after that, the curtain that covers his bed pulled open by that guy.
“Hi, I took your bag and books,” he said as he handed Jaejoong his bag.
“Uhm, how’s your wound?” he asked and Jaejoong only mumbled something in response to that.
After some time, the guy’s eyes widen realizing something, “Your forehead! Is it hurt?”
Jaejoong instantly covered his forehead with his fringe, ignoring the ointment that surely will make his hair oily.
Realizing that Jaejoong isn’t that talkactive, the boy said, “I’m sorry for hitting you earlier.”
Jaejoong only nodded and decided to check on his bag and books.
“I didn’t mean it, really,” the boy continued.
Jaejoong only hhm-ed at that, he took his eyeglasses from the table and on the process on putting it on, however he’s a bit confused because of the odd structure.
“It seems that your eyegla-,”
“Can you look at me when I talk to you?” that guy said suddenly but firmly, which make Jaejoong saw him in the eyes instantly.
And for the first time, Jaejoong saw or really see him. That guy is tall. He had unique lips and small eyes, which had been watching him disapprovingly. He looks really handsome.
Jaejoong feels his inside churned as he saw those eyes looking at him critically.
“Finally, you decided to look at me,” he said, “My name is Jung Yunho,” he held out his hand. Jaejoong took his hand and shook it.
“Kim Jaejoong,”
***
AN: Yunho this is Jaejoong, Jaejoong meet Yunho... Okay, so where should I start? Jaejoong, you'll act as a nerd or freak in this movie. And Yunho you are Erm.. guys? guys? *lost in their own world* Okay, i'll just go back to my corner then... *buahaha*
Yeahhhh finally yun and jae met!!
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