Jun 17, 2004 12:57
ya...i know im suposed to be at the mall, but im to lazy to take the 2 hour bus ride to get there so ill just wait for my mom to give me a ride LoL , SO0O0O ya ermmm, interesting thought flu through me yesterday when i was updating my regular journal which mind you hadnt been updated since like may 4th. I realized that i'm not even sure what i want right now, i thought i had my head on striaght but i realized that theres so much shit that i need to work out...and go through before i make any life changing decesions like what school i go to and... other stuff
Something I let out, I realized wasnt a good idea and it was dumb to put out there cause well franquely i dont want to piss anyone off right about now nor do i want to lead anyone on... hence im screwed lol so a big OoOops and lets hope that you all don't have the slightest clue towards what the hell I'm talk9ng about...
The Tim Mcgraw concert isnt looking to good i dont think its gonna be happening, but thats ok cause my dad wants to go to Canada that weekend and i was thinking that we could haul the whole crew up there... i don know if peoples parentals wuold freek over the whole boy/girl situation but hey who says they have to know? my dad wont care lol hes strict, but when it comes to that stuff (friendships and relationships) hes actually rather bendable and decent about them... more than my mother is anyways which is weird cause he's the dad... go figure...but it would be a fun weekend at the lake i think we can all go "wind surfing" lmao (insider) but look out sheila... YOU WILL GET WET!!! lol so ya we'll see or maybe we'll throw a parrrrrrrty lol, but anywhooo im gonna go cause morning entries arnt supposed to be this long...lol is only like 12:30 lol jeez!
~~~*Heather*~~~ =)