raining on a sunny day
i dont know you guys...its weird how life flashes in front of you and can change at an instant...like today, everything was great i have my show coming up later everyone was gonna be there i was wicked happy me and cody had fun last night...then bam im fricken miserable because of 5 ims...strange how crap works out...
its like im not mad...really cause i mean people are supposed to go through this kind of stuff, but its just like i want everything to work out and im willing to do whatever it takes to make it good but...
and life changes like that ...snap bam...happy sad...light... dark...i wish it wouldnt do it so suddenly,but tats how life is, like we were driving today and almost got into a head on collision..its like damn...i could have just died... and it gets you thinking...what would peoples reactions be...? if i had died was there anyone i would want to make a good bid with...? you know its just weird thoughts... but ill stop now...
so my skating shows tonight...i dont have a costume which doesnt really matter to me anyways right now cause i dunno...it wont be the same tonight...christines coming which is awesome...(if i can get a hold of her) itll be a fun night afterwards... hopefully not like last time she slept over... and from the looks of it :/... but my moms not and i dont think ocdy can and my aunts not either...w/e im gonna go practice now not like it makes a difference...
"HOPEFUL"
You think your life is fine,
and everything's OK,
and then with just a sentence,
all your clouds turn grey.
You know its not on purpose,
but you've been torn, and ripped apart,
and you're waiting on each breathe,
for him not to break your heart.
True, it can be mended,
and it's for sure you'll cry,
and probably sit and sulk awhile,
and say you want to die.
Perhaps it won't turn to that,
and you can work it out,
and all the clouds will go away,
and flower buds will sprout.
Then your face will fill with light,
smiling ear to ear,
all the good times coming back,
while the bad ones disappear.
Heather Duquette copyright 2004
its like im not mad...really cause i mean people are supposed to go through this kind of stuff, but its just like i want everything to work out and im willing to do whatever it takes to make it good but...
and life changes like that ...snap bam...happy sad...light... dark...i wish it wouldnt do it so suddenly,but tats how life is, like we were driving today and almost got into a head on collision..its like damn...i could have just died... and it gets you thinking...what would peoples reactions be...? if i had died was there anyone i would want to make a good bid with...? you know its just weird thoughts... but ill stop now...
so my skating shows tonight...i dont have a costume which doesnt really matter to me anyways right now cause i dunno...it wont be the same tonight...christines coming which is awesome...(if i can get a hold of her) itll be a fun night afterwards... hopefully not like last time she slept over... and from the looks of it :/... but my moms not and i dont think ocdy can and my aunts not either...w/e im gonna go practice now not like it makes a difference...
"HOPEFUL"
You think your life is fine,
and everything's OK,
and then with just a sentence,
all your clouds turn grey.
You know its not on purpose,
but you've been torn, and ripped apart,
and you're waiting on each breathe,
for him not to break your heart.
True, it can be mended,
and it's for sure you'll cry,
and probably sit and sulk awhile,
and say you want to die.
Perhaps it won't turn to that,
and you can work it out,
and all the clouds will go away,
and flower buds will sprout.
Then your face will fill with light,
smiling ear to ear,
all the good times coming back,
while the bad ones disappear.
Heather Duquette copyright 2004