Stuff
Last weekend was very fun. I loved seeing Claire. It made me very happy. I miss her a lot.
A few weeks ago I had this HUGE surge of relationship doubt. I had started hanging out with Andrew some because I like to talk to him and stuff and I felt really content because I could talk to him about philosophy and policy and morals and stuff. I could be very intellectual. And Cody and I hadn't seen each other very much and I felt like I was in an affection defecit. So I was all like "am I happy? am I healthy? What?" So I told Claire about it and felt rediculous because I sounded so young. Then I got back and it felt better! There is still some tension between Andrew and I but...I like hanging out with him! He is fun to talk to. And I don't feel like I can talk to Cody. I don't feel like I need to actually, eveyrtime there is something on my mind it just kinda wanders of to the recesses of my mind.
I really want him to tell me something special about him. But I just don't think he gets it.
About twenty minutes ago I felt this huge surge of affection for him and I just wanted rush to his side and.....I don't know. It was horribly achy and joyful. So I wrote him a huge note.
I am soooo tired, I can't keep my eyes open.
I have a macbook.
A few weeks ago I had this HUGE surge of relationship doubt. I had started hanging out with Andrew some because I like to talk to him and stuff and I felt really content because I could talk to him about philosophy and policy and morals and stuff. I could be very intellectual. And Cody and I hadn't seen each other very much and I felt like I was in an affection defecit. So I was all like "am I happy? am I healthy? What?" So I told Claire about it and felt rediculous because I sounded so young. Then I got back and it felt better! There is still some tension between Andrew and I but...I like hanging out with him! He is fun to talk to. And I don't feel like I can talk to Cody. I don't feel like I need to actually, eveyrtime there is something on my mind it just kinda wanders of to the recesses of my mind.
I really want him to tell me something special about him. But I just don't think he gets it.
About twenty minutes ago I felt this huge surge of affection for him and I just wanted rush to his side and.....I don't know. It was horribly achy and joyful. So I wrote him a huge note.
I am soooo tired, I can't keep my eyes open.
I have a macbook.