i’m in a bit of a non-pleasant mood.
i was looking forward to seeing my friend, this morning, but he was out when i called, and i never received a phone call back. maybe i should have tried again, but sometimes, i just don’t feel like it. call it laziness, but i don’t think that’s it. i think i put too much emphasis on some of the people in my life. i rely on them for too much, and guess what: they aren’t God. they’re fallible. they’re going to screw up. they are going to let me down. i’m trying not to blame them. i mean, most of the time, it’s not really their fault.
it’s just frustrating, sometimes, when i can’t make time for everything and everyone. especially when it’s someone really important. there just aren’t enough hours in the day, i guess. and things are so screwy, i’m not sure what to think about a lot of things, anymore.
on a less irritated note, i think i’m going to make some hand-squeezed strawberry lemonade, tonight. i don’t actually have a recipe for this one, but we’ll see how it goes….
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Quizilla so i took this online animal quiz thingy. apparently, i’m a crow. i don’t know if this really suits me or not - anyone have a thought on this? (both of you who read this, anyways.)
so i’m off to play with pirated video software and squeeze some lemons. i could parallel my evening’s plans to a well-known adage, but i feel it’s too expected. perhaps something innovative next week….
love, me :O)
“there was a time when i had nothing to explain; oh, this mess i have made…” - ben folds five