Feb 14, 2003 01:26
I can't sleep tonight. Too many things on my mind.
Rath. Ya, it's so weird. I can't get over this "starting a friendship" thing after what we went through. I never EVER imagined it,
Max. I wonder what he'd think. I truthfully don't even know if Isabel told him. I need to call him tomorrow...but I don't think I can tell him just yet. I mean, even Tess told me not to tell him. I hate keeping things from the one that I love, but I don't want him to get upset and leave me again. But I really think it's important for me to understand Rath.
Tess. She's not so bad. Actually gives me not only the female friendship, but from an alien perspective. It's kinda...nice!
Maria. I think she's mad at me. I'm not too sure why, but I feel that vibe that's telling me to screw off and that she doesn't want to talk to me. Kinda being short with me at work, which is all I ever see her anymire. I hate it. I miss her. I think I want her to be the next that knows about this Rath thing, but I don't think she even wants to talk to me. I'm sure it's my fault since I have been kinda...cauhgt up in my own stuff. I wonder how her and Michael are. I hope Courtney isn't messing with them again. She's nice to me but really gives Maria a hard time, which really isn't nice.
There. Don't tehy say somewhere to write down you troubles and thoughts before you go to bed? I hope it works! I have class and work tomorrow.