Jun 29, 2008 05:12
I tried and tried to go to sleep, but no matter what I did it wouldn't work. I think my bed is too uncomfortable, or my back is unable to feel comfortable on my bed. I don't know, but I just can't go to sleep tonight. No matter what I do, and it pisses me off! I was really looking forward to a nice dream, but now I'm just going to have to settle for hallucinations! Actually, my eyes are beginning to twitch, which means I'm probably going to pass out soon. Thank God! Because I was tossing and turning for three hours. My mind just would not stop racing through so many unresolved issues I have. I need to talk to people more about what I'm actually thinking and how I'm really feeling about situations. Because being so closed off from those around me is really affecting me in a very negative way. I have so many things that I keep bottled up, and they're eating away at me.
Ah, shit.
This sucks.