Oh joy...
So i guess this is the beginning of a new journal, huh. i used to use blurty all of the time but the whole thing is just me crying about dumb shit and bitching about how nobody loves me and blah blah blah...things have changed. A lot. I practically have a new life, new friends and a whole new me. I can barely remember when i was this happy. It feels so good to wake up and know that the day is going to be great because you are about to be surrounded by people that care about you and lift your spirits.
I owe a lot of this to Kristen. We have deffinately been through our ups and downs but through it all i think that it just made our friendship so much stronger and i can never imagine going through life without her in it again.I really never though that i could care about someone the way i care about you Kristen. I thought that you could only feel love for a person like this when your going out with them or if you have known them your whole life. I love you with all of my heart!
I also owe a lot to Marc. I never realized that there were guys out there that were willing to make me happy and make me feel like im the best person alive. Im so lucky to have found him...he never fails to compliment me any less than 50 times a day and he treats me like a princess. Thanks baby <3
There's also all of the other people that have helped me through a lot. I think you all know who you are. If i were to sit here and try to name all of the people i would drive myself insane...there are just so many of you that i never realized cared about me as much as you do. Thanks for everything guys.
And then there's Gary...maybe he's the one that i should really be thanking. You have made me the person i am today Gar...Things started out like a fairytale and got nothing but better up until the last month or so of our relationship. I was very lucky to have had someone like you in my life...you have deffinately been a learning experience and still continue to be that for me. No matter what happened between us i will always love you. Thanks for making me a fighter... <3
So enough with the mushy shit...Im gonna try to find a good layout for my journal and maybe i'll write more later. If not...i'll write more tomorrow.
peace BOSS
I owe a lot of this to Kristen. We have deffinately been through our ups and downs but through it all i think that it just made our friendship so much stronger and i can never imagine going through life without her in it again.I really never though that i could care about someone the way i care about you Kristen. I thought that you could only feel love for a person like this when your going out with them or if you have known them your whole life. I love you with all of my heart!
I also owe a lot to Marc. I never realized that there were guys out there that were willing to make me happy and make me feel like im the best person alive. Im so lucky to have found him...he never fails to compliment me any less than 50 times a day and he treats me like a princess. Thanks baby <3
There's also all of the other people that have helped me through a lot. I think you all know who you are. If i were to sit here and try to name all of the people i would drive myself insane...there are just so many of you that i never realized cared about me as much as you do. Thanks for everything guys.
And then there's Gary...maybe he's the one that i should really be thanking. You have made me the person i am today Gar...Things started out like a fairytale and got nothing but better up until the last month or so of our relationship. I was very lucky to have had someone like you in my life...you have deffinately been a learning experience and still continue to be that for me. No matter what happened between us i will always love you. Thanks for making me a fighter... <3
So enough with the mushy shit...Im gonna try to find a good layout for my journal and maybe i'll write more later. If not...i'll write more tomorrow.
peace BOSS