Oct 12, 2008 11:03
...from my horrible life
seems at the moment everything goes wrong
or just isn't going anywhere
i try to cheer up
but it's hard with my love being so far away
and all my actions so limited
i feel like bursting
there's nothing to hold on to
only a vague idea of what future should be like
it's partly my own fault of course
i do admit that
i'm forgetful and stupid
brain damage?
dunno..it started a few years ago
i used to think i was pretty smart about things
i used to be able to function above average
now my brain is just dumb
what the heck should i do to make things better?