Sad Crap
Thursday is the three year anniversary of my beloved Arnold's passing. I really loved that old cat. I still miss him. I know, crazy, but he wasn't just "a cat". He was my best friend for 17 years. He was there with me through everything. The good, the bad, the craziness.
A friend is taking me camping in 2 weeks and I think I'm going to spread Arnold's ashes in the mountains. He loved being outside in nature. I think it will be a good place, a place he would approve of.
My wedding anniversary was July 4th and it still bothers me. Still hurts.
I feel sad this week. I don't know where to put it all. Don't know what to do with it. I cried last night and I even cried on the way to work this morning when a sad song came on the radio.
I need hugs. I've been seeing someone who I like quite a bit. I'm going to see him tomorrow and get some much needed hugs. I hope I don't get all weepy and stupid. He's a good guy and I think he'd be ok with it but still... I'm not sure I'm ready to make that much of an ass of myself. At least not yet. Maybe I'm not ready for him to know how crazy I really am. It's a little scary.
A friend is taking me camping in 2 weeks and I think I'm going to spread Arnold's ashes in the mountains. He loved being outside in nature. I think it will be a good place, a place he would approve of.
My wedding anniversary was July 4th and it still bothers me. Still hurts.
I feel sad this week. I don't know where to put it all. Don't know what to do with it. I cried last night and I even cried on the way to work this morning when a sad song came on the radio.
I need hugs. I've been seeing someone who I like quite a bit. I'm going to see him tomorrow and get some much needed hugs. I hope I don't get all weepy and stupid. He's a good guy and I think he'd be ok with it but still... I'm not sure I'm ready to make that much of an ass of myself. At least not yet. Maybe I'm not ready for him to know how crazy I really am. It's a little scary.