Old Friends
It's been a long time since I've written in here and a lot has happened since I have. A lot.
Perhaps I'll jot them all down one day but this is my venting machine instead of going to people who really don't care for me anyway.
I am frustrated. Matt is going through court shit which his says is in relation to something else but I have a huge feeling that it is a divorce. The court date keeps getting pushed off and I believe that but what the fuck else am I supposed to do.
Tonight he asked my thoughts on something: What I thought if he bought a house out there so he could build the equity and get money saved up to move somewhere else. Why would he tell me that he would move out here and then do everything in his power to delay that and then do everything else in his power to avoid it. He says it's the job market and that he has no support system out here.
It feels as if we are moving backwards and I am getting so fricking frustrated. And it's not as if I can talk to him about it because he just gets pissed at me.
Perhaps I'll jot them all down one day but this is my venting machine instead of going to people who really don't care for me anyway.
I am frustrated. Matt is going through court shit which his says is in relation to something else but I have a huge feeling that it is a divorce. The court date keeps getting pushed off and I believe that but what the fuck else am I supposed to do.
Tonight he asked my thoughts on something: What I thought if he bought a house out there so he could build the equity and get money saved up to move somewhere else. Why would he tell me that he would move out here and then do everything in his power to delay that and then do everything else in his power to avoid it. He says it's the job market and that he has no support system out here.
It feels as if we are moving backwards and I am getting so fricking frustrated. And it's not as if I can talk to him about it because he just gets pissed at me.