Nov 20, 2009 20:50
You know when you're at that place where you think "I'll give it one more day. Tomorrow, something good will happen to make me change my mind". And you give it tomorrows, and tomorrows and tomorrows, and nothing happens that makes you think that yesterday's decision was the wrong one? But you still don't say the decision out loud, hoping for a better circumstance that leads to a different decision tomorrow?
Yeah, that's where I am.
Because if you can know that someone is dissolving into a puddle, and you can still have the strength to not say "what's the matter?" and instead just walk out the door to go to hockey. Because, you know, you've got the beer and the beer guy has to be there. Then maybe a decision about tomorrows and tomorrows and tomorrows don't really matter that much anyway.