fuck you stefani
raegarcia87 (9:29:35 PM): Thanks for at least stopping in to say hi
saxxy teki 06 (10:29:48 PM): sorry stef i had a rough time once i got back to my room. i'm just now getting off my bed
saxxy teki 06 (10:34:34 PM): yeah i'm sorry i didn't say hi when i got back. saxxy teki 06 (10:34:57 PM): i got to my room and it all hit me in this really big wave and i crawled up in my bed and started sobbing
saxxy teki 06 (10:35:15 PM): then foster came by and was helping me calm down
saxxy teki 06 (10:35:52 PM): he's gonna help me try to get my homework back on track too because i'm starting to slip and that on top of my family crap is really not good right now
saxxy teki 06 (10:36:32 PM): <3 i love you though and i will be seeing you tomorrow. no more 5 minute study sessions and i really did miss you both this week while i was gone. i'm excited to have girl time with you this weekend
saxxy teki 06 (10:36:34 PM): xoxox
RaeGarcia87 (12:13:03 AM): You know, the best way to take on the world isn't to isolate yourself and push away your friends
saxxy teki 06 (1:48:51 PM): i didn't isolate myself, i was dealing with my emotions like you are dealing with yours right now. and no one was pushed away, i'm sorry if you felt that way but i'm not pushing anyone away from me. i need people right now
RaeGarcia87 (4:34:16 PM): Then why is it that after you told us you were only going to the library to study, we found you in your room, with Foster, putting clothes back on? You could have called if you needed someone to help you deal. I probably understand what youre going through right now more than anyone else
RaeGarcia87 (4:34:33 PM): I'm beginning to see why you didn
RaeGarcia87 (4:34:58 PM): 't want that triple, why you didn't even stop in to say hello, why we never hang out
RaeGarcia87 (4:35:06 PM): You don't even want me around
saxxy teki 06 (4:36:05 PM): ?? where is this coming from?
saxxy teki 06 (4:36:19 PM): a.) i took my clothes off when i got back because crying makes you hot
saxxy teki 06 (4:36:46 PM): b.) he was coming to welcome me back anyways and found me in a ball on my bed sobbing. good boyfriends will try to make that stop
saxxy teki 06 (4:37:25 PM): c.) i deal with things by myself - i call out for help when i need it. i didn't realize i needed it until he was there. he just happened to be the first one to come into my room. had it been you or em i would have welcomed you just the samesaxxy teki 06 (4:37:49 PM): i didn't know you knew how i felt. it's good to know i'm not the only one feeling this way - it's a bad feeling
saxxy teki 06 (4:38:16 PM): i didn't stop in because i started crying. i want you around - i stopped in this afternoon to ask you to lunch beacuse i wanted you there!
saxxy teki 06 (4:54:19 PM): stefani i'm sorry your parents found out and i'm sorry they took it the way they did. i'm sorry about everything last weekend and i wish i could make all that go away for you but i can't. right now i need you to respect what i'm asking you to do and STOP telling me how much i don't like you because it isn't true. STOP telling me i'm ignoring you for foster because it isn't true. i'm not okay right now and your telling me this isn't making me any better so please please just stop
saxxy teki 06 (10:29:48 PM): sorry stef i had a rough time once i got back to my room. i'm just now getting off my bed
saxxy teki 06 (10:34:34 PM): yeah i'm sorry i didn't say hi when i got back. saxxy teki 06 (10:34:57 PM): i got to my room and it all hit me in this really big wave and i crawled up in my bed and started sobbing
saxxy teki 06 (10:35:15 PM): then foster came by and was helping me calm down
saxxy teki 06 (10:35:52 PM): he's gonna help me try to get my homework back on track too because i'm starting to slip and that on top of my family crap is really not good right now
saxxy teki 06 (10:36:32 PM): <3 i love you though and i will be seeing you tomorrow. no more 5 minute study sessions and i really did miss you both this week while i was gone. i'm excited to have girl time with you this weekend
saxxy teki 06 (10:36:34 PM): xoxox
RaeGarcia87 (12:13:03 AM): You know, the best way to take on the world isn't to isolate yourself and push away your friends
saxxy teki 06 (1:48:51 PM): i didn't isolate myself, i was dealing with my emotions like you are dealing with yours right now. and no one was pushed away, i'm sorry if you felt that way but i'm not pushing anyone away from me. i need people right now
RaeGarcia87 (4:34:16 PM): Then why is it that after you told us you were only going to the library to study, we found you in your room, with Foster, putting clothes back on? You could have called if you needed someone to help you deal. I probably understand what youre going through right now more than anyone else
RaeGarcia87 (4:34:33 PM): I'm beginning to see why you didn
RaeGarcia87 (4:34:58 PM): 't want that triple, why you didn't even stop in to say hello, why we never hang out
RaeGarcia87 (4:35:06 PM): You don't even want me around
saxxy teki 06 (4:36:05 PM): ?? where is this coming from?
saxxy teki 06 (4:36:19 PM): a.) i took my clothes off when i got back because crying makes you hot
saxxy teki 06 (4:36:46 PM): b.) he was coming to welcome me back anyways and found me in a ball on my bed sobbing. good boyfriends will try to make that stop
saxxy teki 06 (4:37:25 PM): c.) i deal with things by myself - i call out for help when i need it. i didn't realize i needed it until he was there. he just happened to be the first one to come into my room. had it been you or em i would have welcomed you just the samesaxxy teki 06 (4:37:49 PM): i didn't know you knew how i felt. it's good to know i'm not the only one feeling this way - it's a bad feeling
saxxy teki 06 (4:38:16 PM): i didn't stop in because i started crying. i want you around - i stopped in this afternoon to ask you to lunch beacuse i wanted you there!
saxxy teki 06 (4:54:19 PM): stefani i'm sorry your parents found out and i'm sorry they took it the way they did. i'm sorry about everything last weekend and i wish i could make all that go away for you but i can't. right now i need you to respect what i'm asking you to do and STOP telling me how much i don't like you because it isn't true. STOP telling me i'm ignoring you for foster because it isn't true. i'm not okay right now and your telling me this isn't making me any better so please please just stop