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so apparently the career i have projected for myself really has nothing to do with the field of psychology - which is kindof scary considering i've never thought about anything besides psychology. but i really want to be a women's sexual health educator - i like talking about sex and women's health issues with adults who know more than i do. that stuff is really interesting!
eh, i like what i want tho, so i think i could go for it. my grades are ridiculously discouraging and the more i think about them the more i realize i'm not actually that smart and i can't excell at anything, etc. etc. and that spirals into something we don't need to get into.
the point is is that i'm thinking and looking ahead - if anything's going to save my ass it's that.
aside from that not a lot has changed i guess a lot has changed. i'm way different, i have junk loads of new friends (they still don't even compare to the ones here tho), i'm not with james anymore, oh - i shouldn't breeze over that. i asked him if we could date other people because the long distance thing doesn't work very well for me. i need to have someone near me - and transitioning to college i need that most of all. soooo, that was hard, and it was NOT an easy decision. but it had to be made mostly because it was trailing away.
aannnddd with that i'm outie!! i'm gonna go find some mischief to get into
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mea
eh, i like what i want tho, so i think i could go for it. my grades are ridiculously discouraging and the more i think about them the more i realize i'm not actually that smart and i can't excell at anything, etc. etc. and that spirals into something we don't need to get into.
the point is is that i'm thinking and looking ahead - if anything's going to save my ass it's that.
aside from that not a lot has changed i guess a lot has changed. i'm way different, i have junk loads of new friends (they still don't even compare to the ones here tho), i'm not with james anymore, oh - i shouldn't breeze over that. i asked him if we could date other people because the long distance thing doesn't work very well for me. i need to have someone near me - and transitioning to college i need that most of all. soooo, that was hard, and it was NOT an easy decision. but it had to be made mostly because it was trailing away.
aannnddd with that i'm outie!! i'm gonna go find some mischief to get into
<3 paz
mea