doormat.
i'm getting very very tired of people mistaking my kindness for weakness.
for the past several days i've been rehearsing in my head how to bring my boss' innappropriate behavior to his attention. i understand that he has high standards, i can take critisism, but one thing i'm not willing to tolerate is disrespect and humiliation. this past weekend was a nightmare. i hate that i tell myself everyday that tomorrow will be better, and still, have nothing to expect but disappointment.
i won't even get into the silly situations that took place in the past few days, but there was definetly some very very unnecessary conflict resulting me me driving home in tears two nights in a row.
mike and his family are having a fancy dinner party this saturday, and have requested me to be their waitress. i really really hope nothing goes wrong to effect my attitude before that time. i have a good feeling it will though, so i need to try my best to prepare for whatever shit may come up and do all i can to avoid letting it phase me.
i still need to keep this 'polite sugarplum' facade when it comes to being around his parents. truthfully, i'm scared to death of them and have an enormous inferiority complex when it comes to mine and my family's sucess compared to theirs.
for the past several days i've been rehearsing in my head how to bring my boss' innappropriate behavior to his attention. i understand that he has high standards, i can take critisism, but one thing i'm not willing to tolerate is disrespect and humiliation. this past weekend was a nightmare. i hate that i tell myself everyday that tomorrow will be better, and still, have nothing to expect but disappointment.
i won't even get into the silly situations that took place in the past few days, but there was definetly some very very unnecessary conflict resulting me me driving home in tears two nights in a row.
mike and his family are having a fancy dinner party this saturday, and have requested me to be their waitress. i really really hope nothing goes wrong to effect my attitude before that time. i have a good feeling it will though, so i need to try my best to prepare for whatever shit may come up and do all i can to avoid letting it phase me.
i still need to keep this 'polite sugarplum' facade when it comes to being around his parents. truthfully, i'm scared to death of them and have an enormous inferiority complex when it comes to mine and my family's sucess compared to theirs.