Accept
I've noticed, I do tend to judge a lot. I feel I do it because I figure every single person who takes a look at me is doing it. It's not always bad judging, but it's judging. Who do I judge the most? Myself. I've been beating myself up like crazy. I'm fat, i'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm lazy, I'm worseless. I really allowed him to get to me. I allowed him to allow myself to feel like this. I feel hopeless...
Sure go see a councilor, tell her, been there, done that, apperently they don't help. I always tend to end up back here. I don't know what to do. I guess i'll just focus on school and my Daugther and hide within myself. It's what i'm the best at doing.
I just wish I could be more like a few people I know. They seem to have it. Or at least parts of what I want.
Sure go see a councilor, tell her, been there, done that, apperently they don't help. I always tend to end up back here. I don't know what to do. I guess i'll just focus on school and my Daugther and hide within myself. It's what i'm the best at doing.
I just wish I could be more like a few people I know. They seem to have it. Or at least parts of what I want.