Tired
I am so tired. My Grandfather passed away on the 25th. I didn't get to say good bye, I didn't see him one last time, or here his voice. If I'd known the last time I talked to him, i'd have ignored the fact that my head was pounding from having just smashed it off the desk. Id have just layed there and listen to him, forever and ever. But that's gone and not possible. I just, he's not gone, he can't be, we didn't say bye...
So i'm tired, from that, and my aunts Mother dieing the day after and then moving on the thursday. I just want to lay in bed and sleep for a while. I need rest, so much, but Karlee doesn't allow me to, and Josh doesn't take her. =( I didn't plan this for me... So far off course.
So i'm tired, from that, and my aunts Mother dieing the day after and then moving on the thursday. I just want to lay in bed and sleep for a while. I need rest, so much, but Karlee doesn't allow me to, and Josh doesn't take her. =( I didn't plan this for me... So far off course.