The end or The beginning?
So I finally left him. I don't know, it seems like the right thing to do, and every time I'm around him I just get so pissed off. My Stepmom thinks I might just be trying to push him away though. I don't think that is it. If I wanted to push him away, i'd still want him in some senses. I don't, I really don't. I just wish it was so difficult to do. I wish I was doing better for Karlee's sake. I shall try my hardest, and be the best mom I can be for her.
Im going to get my schooling, i'm going to get my drivers, i'm going to a job and i'm going to get our own place. It's all just so darn scary. I wish life were a little easier, or that hearts didn't change so fast, or that people knew that there is a time for fun and a time to man up and get your ass to work. I wish I wish I wish. That only does so much though. One day it'll get better. Im sure i'll look back and laugh at all of this, as of right now, all I can do is cry.
Im going to get my schooling, i'm going to get my drivers, i'm going to a job and i'm going to get our own place. It's all just so darn scary. I wish life were a little easier, or that hearts didn't change so fast, or that people knew that there is a time for fun and a time to man up and get your ass to work. I wish I wish I wish. That only does so much though. One day it'll get better. Im sure i'll look back and laugh at all of this, as of right now, all I can do is cry.