I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all...
I feel old.
I just... feel like I'm old, but I'm not grown up. Like I cant be young and carefree anymore but like no one wants me to be a grown up and be with them.
And I feel like I'm not important to anybody anymore. Like I'm useless, past my best before, past being assurance and everything. Like everyone found where they belonged and left me here.
And no one came to get me :(
I just... feel like I'm old, but I'm not grown up. Like I cant be young and carefree anymore but like no one wants me to be a grown up and be with them.
And I feel like I'm not important to anybody anymore. Like I'm useless, past my best before, past being assurance and everything. Like everyone found where they belonged and left me here.
And no one came to get me :(