you know what i hate?
i hate the decision making people have. I hate when you think its right, but in someones eyes its not. I was thinking about this all night, so what if one of my extremely good friends wants her boyfriend who messed up back. so what? its HER decision. and yes, it might be wrong in me and my best friends eyes, but if it makes her happy, then go! yeah, i have gone through this and people have told me to not go back to him, but i did didnt i? and i learned from my mistakes didnt i? i dont really know anymore. yeah, i make stupid decisions, thinking that i was special in someone elses eyes, and i wasent. But at least now i know instead of always wondering like i used to. so what if he loves his girlfriend? more power to him, and to her. i dont really care anymore, so go you. Damn, people need to just stop bitching about stupid shit, i just get annoyed now, im so tired of it, blah blah "ohh this guy im not supposed to talk about' eghh! then dont talk about it! get over it! i love you to death, you know who, but hun, its aggrivating, your my best friend and i think you should just get over it. who cares if hes out having sex with the world? well, i guess thats your decision to make. after all, everyones desicion is different in someone elses eyes.