-*xSixk&&Depressedx*-
-*x Ugh So Sick&Depressed...Ugh I Really Cant Take Anymore Of Life I Mean I Hate Being Sick And Depressed Ugh Why Me I Really Cant Stand This..I Guess The Reason I'm So Depressed Is Because I Miss My Half Brothere That Was Killed In A Car Accident I Really Miss Em Alot And Miss All The Good Times I Had With Him Cause He Was Just So Wonderful And Made Me So Happy He Was The Best Brothere That Anyone Could Ever Have Was Always There And Made Things Go Right I Guess I Miss Him The Most Because He Loved Me More Then Anything And Proteceted Me From Harm And I Know Hes Still Looking Down Over Me And Always Will I Love Ya Josh Rest In Peace Bub I Will See Ya Soon!.. I Really Aint Sure Why All This Is On My Mind Maybe Becuase Its Almost Christmas And He Wont Be Here Again To Spend It With Me And The Family Ugh Gosh I Miss My Bubby So Much I Would Give Anything To Bring Him Back But I Know That I Cant And That Really Breaks My And With God For Takin Him From Me But I Know God Had A Reason For Taking Him From Me Just Like This Poem Says!
THY WILL BE DONE"
"I'll lend you for a little time
A child of mine," He said
"For you to love the while he lives
And mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or eleven years, or
twenty-two or three;
But will you, till I call him back,
take care of him for me ?
He'll bring his charm to gladden you,
and should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memory
as solace for your grief
I cannot promise he will stay
since all from earth return;
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I've looked this wide world over
in my search for teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd
life's lanes, I have selected you;
For I know you'll give him all your love
nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate me when I come to call
to take him back again
I fancy that I hear you say
"Dear Lord, Thy will be done,"
For all the joy my child shall bring,
the risk of grief we'll run;
We'll shelter him with tenderness
We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes
And try to understand.
-*xI Guess Im Also Depressed Because I Have No Friends Left No One To Trun To When I Need Someone To Be There For Me No One To Tell Me That There For Me That They Care And Will Always Have My Back And Love Me And Be There When Lifes Throwing Harder Problems At Me Ugh I Swar U Think U Have Friends But In Ture Time It Shows That No Ones There No One Cares Ur All Alone In This Crule Cold World!But I Do Know One Thing I Have Daniel And Always Will But I Just Wish I Had Friends That Cared And Loves Me!x*-
-*xMe And Daniel Are Doing Great I Really Love Em With All My Heart He Really Means The World To Me I Cant Belive I Ever Found Someone Like Him To Share My Life With Because He Is Everything To Me!.x*-
-*xAmandax*-*xLovesx*-*xDanielx*-.
THY WILL BE DONE"
"I'll lend you for a little time
A child of mine," He said
"For you to love the while he lives
And mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or eleven years, or
twenty-two or three;
But will you, till I call him back,
take care of him for me ?
He'll bring his charm to gladden you,
and should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memory
as solace for your grief
I cannot promise he will stay
since all from earth return;
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I've looked this wide world over
in my search for teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd
life's lanes, I have selected you;
For I know you'll give him all your love
nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate me when I come to call
to take him back again
I fancy that I hear you say
"Dear Lord, Thy will be done,"
For all the joy my child shall bring,
the risk of grief we'll run;
We'll shelter him with tenderness
We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes
And try to understand.
-*xI Guess Im Also Depressed Because I Have No Friends Left No One To Trun To When I Need Someone To Be There For Me No One To Tell Me That There For Me That They Care And Will Always Have My Back And Love Me And Be There When Lifes Throwing Harder Problems At Me Ugh I Swar U Think U Have Friends But In Ture Time It Shows That No Ones There No One Cares Ur All Alone In This Crule Cold World!But I Do Know One Thing I Have Daniel And Always Will But I Just Wish I Had Friends That Cared And Loves Me!x*-
-*xMe And Daniel Are Doing Great I Really Love Em With All My Heart He Really Means The World To Me I Cant Belive I Ever Found Someone Like Him To Share My Life With Because He Is Everything To Me!.x*-
-*xAmandax*-*xLovesx*-*xDanielx*-.