Bushwhacked.

[ms_cocoabutter]

All bitchy and stuff, I was, today. I was sleepy in Business Law. I woke up late. I didn't want to have my pictures taken. I smiled extremely big and the photographer took my picture as I rethought my smile. So I looked like this

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[dieselfumeskill]

Kitty darling, I'm not trying to give you the royal brushoff. Last that I checked, we are friends. It's just that, it's always been akward with rich hating me and everything and then I just didn't know how to handle everything. It really upsets me that we can't hang out and stuff because of that. I do believe that you've been giving me the brushoff ever since we've been doing whatever we've been doing. I've always felt that I'm not good enough for you or whatever because I was never the first choice, even when I thought we were technically "going out." It was always Tina or Rich or something else. I can handle it for a little while, but this has gone on for a little too long and I'm getting pissed off about it. Yes, there have been nights where I've waited up for your call and never recieved it. Yes, I have been over Ryan's house wanting to hang out with you and crying because something else was going on. And yes, none of my friends (and I mean none) wanted to see us together. Now I think they may have convinced me.
I am le tired. Au revior, my cherie amor.

My sincerest apologies..

[ms_cocoabutter]

if you ever thought I was too good for you - I never meant to give you that impression and it suprised me that you said that. I saw it as.. what happened in January. And then.. like we were friends, then we weren't on and off, and then I thought you hated my guts.. Then you imed me and then the next thing I know it's the text message thing.. I feel that I was completely honest with you, about this entire, my entire, situation.. And I just thought.. that like.
We could be friends.
After I read the note, I got it. I wasn't going for anything else. I really wasn't.
And I don't know what to think about your friends not wanting us to date.. I thought they were my friends, as well.. I thought it was ridiculous that it was decided I was "trying too hard" - WTF? I wasn't trying to lay you down when I walked you to the fucking vending machine. I was just confused why you're all friendly one minute and then you refuse to look at me the next. I feel like I'm missing something.
I never wanted you to cry or anything. I'm completely unreliable. You know that. It's not an excuse, it's more of a .. I just don't want to you take it personally, the way, I was.. I guess it's too late for that.
You've canceled on me many a time as of recently..
I guess I just expected that like.. since you sit next to me, in english, that.. I dunno.
I feel all awkward.
I'm sorry that I made you feel so horrible. I wish I had known earlier, that you felt the way you did. And.. I do not know what to say.. except that.. I'll see you around.. I guess. It's up to you.