Jul 22, 2004 12:25
Sometimes there are good breakups and sometimes there are bad ones.. And then there are the ones which are both good and bad but not enough to outweigh the other, leaving the participants completely confused.. We just decided that fighting had pirated things and in the last battle, the bloodiest and most vicious, the dulling feeling set in immediatly after we stopped fighting, and the uninterest was setting in a few hours before then. So here I am again on my ownnnn. However comma Tina is not with John as of last night. Strange how cosmically we do things together. I'm really heartbroken. Dude, 7 months, living together, that's intense shit. But that's all I'm going to say about it.
I don't want to be a coldhearted bitch and be like "Moving on.." and continue to talk about stupid little things but I think I need to.
So I'm quitting smoking, I don't drink anymore. I'm no fun at parties cause I can't drive people home. And here I go again on my owwnnn. I'm also dying my hair red again.
I'm working today 3-9. I knew it was coming for a while, but I wonder how I became such a boring person.