The End of the Smoking Non-Smoker
Things are changing and I suddenly feel so aware of graduation and college, even though it's not until next year. Dread and Frustration rule the house of academic responsibility. I just want to write. I don't really care to become yet another victim of bureaucracy.
I fell asleep in Italian and Chemistry today. It was very difficult to stay awake, and it just seems like I'm never going to get any sleep.
I have to work both Saturday and Sunday this weekend, meaning I have to be at work by 7, both days. And there's the obvious complaint of schoolwork and makeup work. There's housework. And social proclivities, including Bunny and Rich.
I never wrote about LA. I didn't feel like it. I'm not on speaking terms with my dad right now, and that's all I'm going to say before I get emotional and say too much.
Bunny and I went running for the first time this season today. We saw this freaking dude with a hockey stick, who I will always think of, sympathetically and with a "distant humour" which as everyone knows, I harbour.. Fuck.
Everything just sucks right now.
I fell asleep in Italian and Chemistry today. It was very difficult to stay awake, and it just seems like I'm never going to get any sleep.
I have to work both Saturday and Sunday this weekend, meaning I have to be at work by 7, both days. And there's the obvious complaint of schoolwork and makeup work. There's housework. And social proclivities, including Bunny and Rich.
I never wrote about LA. I didn't feel like it. I'm not on speaking terms with my dad right now, and that's all I'm going to say before I get emotional and say too much.
Bunny and I went running for the first time this season today. We saw this freaking dude with a hockey stick, who I will always think of, sympathetically and with a "distant humour" which as everyone knows, I harbour.. Fuck.
Everything just sucks right now.