Oh why, oh why, oh why, do fools fall in love with you....
I have this madonna song stuck in my head...hehe My friend Karli keeps running into Jimmy (x of mine from 3 years now). Why does she have to text me when she sees him at the laundry mat downtown. He is a sweet guy. But, total slut and jerk. I didn't know what i was getting myself into at 24. Now we are both old..me 28 & him 32. We can finally friends again. We made up as friends a year ago. I don't know why i contuine to want him in my life. The only x i want in my life. John knows about him. He doesn't understand why i am friends with him. Its not like i hang out with him. I just say Hi on my space like once a year.
Anyways, things are going pretty good. I made a extension page on my space. I have a few clients building from there. This salon looking is getting to me. I wonder if i will ever find a salon. I am not giving up. I am hanging in there with a fight.
This weekend going to Johns. I am going to hang out with Sadie & Jessica saturday. I love SF! I can't wait to move. Next summer 09 is the plan. I am getting a big sack of money from my taxes. I plan to SAVE and never touch this year. And contuine to put in my saving....I don't want to leave my mom by herself. But, she wants me to go on. She says she can take care of herself. But, i know she can't. Its a battle i fighting inside. i LOVE her to death. I feel bad.
Anyways, things are going pretty good. I made a extension page on my space. I have a few clients building from there. This salon looking is getting to me. I wonder if i will ever find a salon. I am not giving up. I am hanging in there with a fight.
This weekend going to Johns. I am going to hang out with Sadie & Jessica saturday. I love SF! I can't wait to move. Next summer 09 is the plan. I am getting a big sack of money from my taxes. I plan to SAVE and never touch this year. And contuine to put in my saving....I don't want to leave my mom by herself. But, she wants me to go on. She says she can take care of herself. But, i know she can't. Its a battle i fighting inside. i LOVE her to death. I feel bad.