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So, i don't know but i think me and john might be ending. We talk for a little bit on the phone last night. (Not about breaking up.) We just talk about other things. He was like "i'm going to be taking some computer classes for work". "So, you may not see me as much". And, he wants to sign up for classes in the fall. He wants to take more accounting classes. I was like okay, thats fine. I really do love this guy. He's done so much for me to insprie me in growing my life. He's not just my boyfriend but also a good friend. I would be really sad if we offically broke up. And, now isn't the time for that...I'm trying to get my career started/studying. I sometime feel like i need a break from him. But, i do care/love him very deary. I'm just confused...maybe i'm just freaking out for no reason again.