Champagne kisses, hold me in your lap of luxury....
I just came back into town a hour ago. I love being in S.F. I get sad when i leave. Anyways, my weekend was great! Friday i went out to Trauma with Rachel. We dance for two and a half hours. Then we went to in and out off sunrise...He mention in and out and i was like let's go. We burn up a sweat that i didn't care about eating junk food. Anyways, Saturday i had my friend Kasey *who works at ulta salon* doll my hair up. I wanted to look extra hot when i saw John. It's been 3 weeks since saw each other. But, frist i hung out with Sadie and some other friends for dinner..Then i hung out with John. John is very low key kind of guy. He's more work and no play. Its so different from my past bf's. Anyways, I need to stop freaking out. John is doing everything he told me he was doing. I SO have nothing to worry about...I think having time apart from seeing each other makes the relationship more stronger. We talk here and there. But, i know once i move there things will be better. He's thinking about working at Macy's for a second job. He makes good money now being a manager account person for a few hotels. But, i didn't relaize how much he was in the hole. I guess his x wife totally used him. He help her get throught school and she did nothing with it. This is why he wants me to do so well with my schooling. And get my license. I kinda need a push. He just inspire's me so much. We are both working on getting are lives together and straighten out. He wants to pay off everything. And, once he gets that all taken care of we can start planning are trips. We take about going to Las Vegas a few times. I've never been there.
I can't believe i was going to end everything. I'm so selfish. I finally understand what it means to take control of your life. We are also both in different times in are live..He is heading to his 40's and I'm heading to my 30's. Its time to get serious with life and get it together. I just love my boyfriend. He's so sweet to me doing cute things...Like getting my towel ready for me when i'm in the shower..buying me things i like to eat when i'm over...making me cd's with funny love songs. We are heading to are 5 month being a couple. I loved every minute of it. He is also making plans to go out to New wave city with me. :) I'm just so HAPPY!!!!!
I can't believe i was going to end everything. I'm so selfish. I finally understand what it means to take control of your life. We are also both in different times in are live..He is heading to his 40's and I'm heading to my 30's. Its time to get serious with life and get it together. I just love my boyfriend. He's so sweet to me doing cute things...Like getting my towel ready for me when i'm in the shower..buying me things i like to eat when i'm over...making me cd's with funny love songs. We are heading to are 5 month being a couple. I loved every minute of it. He is also making plans to go out to New wave city with me. :) I'm just so HAPPY!!!!!