Lo Siento.
I haven't updated in forever...
but i really never have anything of importance to say...
and i never know what to talk about...
except for now,....
i do owe an apology.
Im sorry for lately not being myself.
Im sorry if i've been a bad friend to you guys.
Why is it that i can't handle a boyfriend AND my friends?
Kate, im especially sorry to you.
On Friday i felt like i was being boring and not myself,
and then last night with Dan...i dunno, im just sorry.
honestly, im scared
Im scared that I'm gonna mess up and things won't be the same between my friends and I.
Im scared that maybe im getting to attatched.
Im sorry.
And, i really am gonna try to just go back to my usual goofy self.
I think i just need a break...
I hope too much hasn't changed already.
I just feel really bad, maybe it's not a big deal to you guys, or you haven't noticed it that much, but it's just how i feel.
Anyways...
I woke up and felt like i was dreaming in Narnia.
It was a fantastic feeling.
OhOh, i gotsa myspace now!
woot woot.
yeah, anyways.
I just felt like i needed to get some of that out.
And, I really am sorry.
but i really never have anything of importance to say...
and i never know what to talk about...
except for now,....
i do owe an apology.
Im sorry for lately not being myself.
Im sorry if i've been a bad friend to you guys.
Why is it that i can't handle a boyfriend AND my friends?
Kate, im especially sorry to you.
On Friday i felt like i was being boring and not myself,
and then last night with Dan...i dunno, im just sorry.
honestly, im scared
Im scared that I'm gonna mess up and things won't be the same between my friends and I.
Im scared that maybe im getting to attatched.
Im sorry.
And, i really am gonna try to just go back to my usual goofy self.
I think i just need a break...
I hope too much hasn't changed already.
I just feel really bad, maybe it's not a big deal to you guys, or you haven't noticed it that much, but it's just how i feel.
Anyways...
I woke up and felt like i was dreaming in Narnia.
It was a fantastic feeling.
OhOh, i gotsa myspace now!
woot woot.
yeah, anyways.
I just felt like i needed to get some of that out.
And, I really am sorry.