*heart ache*
Alot of stuff from the past is coming up with Matt and I don't know what to do. We got in this huge fight and I hung up on him (bad move) and now he won't answer his phone. I'm so lost. My heart hurts and I'm confused. I go back to Illinois this weekend and it looks like we're going to fight all week long. What a wonderful way to spend our last days together. Maybe we're all wrong for eachother. Oh how I pray for guidance. I'm so alone these days.