tell me baby, what's your story? where you come from, and where you wanna go...
entry of numerous non sequiturs
i feel like writing an actual entry rather than posting yet another survey. posting those surveys gives me some kind of satisfaction as if i've done my duty by writing in my lj.
good god am i glad this week is over. i'm so tired, it's not even funny; i was literally falling asleep at the wheel this morning due to lack of sleep last night. this week has just not gone well for me. keeping busy is not always the solution for everything.
let's see...living at home now makes me realize how much my parents monitor my behavior and moods. i suppose they have the right to do so, but it really gets on my nerves sometimes. i hate when they demand explanations if they sense something isn't quite right. if something's bothering me, i probably don't want to talk about it, especially with my parents.
in other news, i hate losing contact with friends just because they live far away. i mean, yeah, i suppose if i picked up the phone and called more often this might not be an issue...but i don't take the initiative and therefore if the other person does the same thing, then we screw ourselves over, don't we?
anywho, my dad just came in to tell me that we have the robin williams hbo special, and i've been dying to see it for years. too tired to watch it now, or to deal with the whole ridiculously complex system we have. in fact, given that i'm often too lazy to even watch television, there's no guarantee that i'll bother watching it. so sad...too lazy to watch tv; if you think that's impossible, let me assure you, it is very possible.
yeah, so i think i'ma go to bed now and hopefully sleep until mid-day. mmmmmm...sounds so yummy.