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(sighs) i am sooo bored. no one is online to talk to me, and i'm just sitting here staring at a blank screen. we did superlatives in band, amd i missed them. i also missed the show for next year. but whatever. OCS is coming along nicely, i hope that i get head librarian, cuz if i don't that's one last reson for me to stay here, and my daddy will make me move to savannah. Even though i absolutely hate it there. well, i like it when i'm visiting, but not to live. I've got too much going for m here to to give it up, but as always, no one cares. Yeah. Symphonic tryouts are next weeks and i am extremely nervous. I don't think i'm gonna make it. if i do i will be absolutely ecstatic. yeah... i'm running short on words. OMGosh, ok, on friday, which was yesterday, it was the ib seniors last day. i was really sad, cuz i thought i was never gonna see stephanie again, which i now know that i will thanks to alex, but it was also shamus's last day. and as he was leaving i started to run out of the band room to get one last glimpse of all his irish hotness before he left, but instead of running to see him, i ran into him. OMgosh, it was soooo embarassing. I fell on the floor, from hyperventalating so much. It was so funny cuz if i had had asthma i would have had an attack. I wanted to give him a hug, but i realized that he didn't know me, so i didn't. Maybe i'll give him one at the banquet.