Depression

[ms_b_haven66]

MY heart is breaking into a million peices, and being thrown on the florr, and stompped on repeatedly. I can't find a point in living for anyone anymore, and don't go thinking that i'm suicidal either, cuz i'm not an idiot, i just don't see a point, in trying to be someone, when nothing i do seems to work, i keep getting my hopes up that things will get better, and something will happen that will make me extremely happy, but i keep getting crushed. Every single guy that i've liked has broken my heart in one way or another, my family, no matter what you may think, is disfunctional. There's S*** that goes on that you guys will never guess could happen. I'm a failure at everything that i attepmt to do, no matter how hard i try. So why try anymore. But the point of all this is just to let you guys know, that i really need your help. I just need you to support me, and keep my spirits up the best you can. Or i'm just gonna crack, and end up in an insane assylum. I just really need some good friends, and people to just be there for me, don't let me be alone too long. Don't let me wander off by myself. Don't let me go for more than 5 minutes without saying something, or making a noise. unless we're taking a test. Just can you guys do that for me until i pass through this mode of utter despair, and depression.

I Love you all from the very bottom of my Heart,
~*Rica*~