Almost another year gone by...
I remember my 18th Birthday like it was yesterday...Being at school, going to work, havin fun. In the past year of living I have taken a lot of risks, and my attitude has severely changed.
I realize the world isn't sugar-coated, and anything we sugar-coat is shit. Getting your heart broken sucks, especially when you give your all to someone and then they dont even fucking call. I'll never get involved with a guy whos living with someone, and I won't be giving or getting any for a long time.
I learned that we all grow and make choices, regardless of what others advise us, or warn us against. I've realized that smoking eases the pain a little, and it might kill me faster.
I've realized my decisions effect everyone around me, and I should take that into consideration. And I've decided not to get serious with anyone unless we share the same outlook on life. I want to be with someone that will enforce me to be with my family that I love so much, and I want someone that will love me for me.
I am who I am, I know who I want to be, and I know the hard work it will take to get there. I am going to concentrate on the tasks at hand, and try not to cry over him.
Oh, and I made the Dean's List...yay
I hope you all are enjoying life...keep enjoying it 4 me...
I realize the world isn't sugar-coated, and anything we sugar-coat is shit. Getting your heart broken sucks, especially when you give your all to someone and then they dont even fucking call. I'll never get involved with a guy whos living with someone, and I won't be giving or getting any for a long time.
I learned that we all grow and make choices, regardless of what others advise us, or warn us against. I've realized that smoking eases the pain a little, and it might kill me faster.
I've realized my decisions effect everyone around me, and I should take that into consideration. And I've decided not to get serious with anyone unless we share the same outlook on life. I want to be with someone that will enforce me to be with my family that I love so much, and I want someone that will love me for me.
I am who I am, I know who I want to be, and I know the hard work it will take to get there. I am going to concentrate on the tasks at hand, and try not to cry over him.
Oh, and I made the Dean's List...yay
I hope you all are enjoying life...keep enjoying it 4 me...