Just a little while longer
It will be more normal soon...I feel it. He's ready, I'm ready, it's all going to fall into place. Perhaps I've hung on, and I'm fighting so hard because he is technically my first love. But I feel I should hold on and put my all into it.
Hopefully he wants to put his all into it too. I think he does...
I feel a bit more myself lately as we joke about "our future house" and our "cat" and how when I'm a big time advertiser I will buy him things...lol. HAHAHAHA! He laughs, not because he doesn't agree, but because I'm crazy. At least he knows I'm crazy.
I take the time to tell him he's wonderful, and he does the same for me. I told him last night he was such a good guy and he doesnt deserve to be involved in the shit he's involved in. He replied with a yeah whatever...and I told him I was serious. I could hear him smiling and laughing a lot last night..especially when I told him he sounded stressed and he needed a back massage.
He is great, he is so close to gone from the hell he is in...things are going to look up. I told him they would. and they will. He is special, sweet, and he makes me feel amazing. He wants to come to Florida with me and meet my mom and all of my friends...He wants to be a serious part of my life. And I want that too.
a bit about me...
You are a drumstick.
Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.
Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.
Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
Hopefully he wants to put his all into it too. I think he does...
I feel a bit more myself lately as we joke about "our future house" and our "cat" and how when I'm a big time advertiser I will buy him things...lol. HAHAHAHA! He laughs, not because he doesn't agree, but because I'm crazy. At least he knows I'm crazy.
I take the time to tell him he's wonderful, and he does the same for me. I told him last night he was such a good guy and he doesnt deserve to be involved in the shit he's involved in. He replied with a yeah whatever...and I told him I was serious. I could hear him smiling and laughing a lot last night..especially when I told him he sounded stressed and he needed a back massage.
He is great, he is so close to gone from the hell he is in...things are going to look up. I told him they would. and they will. He is special, sweet, and he makes me feel amazing. He wants to come to Florida with me and meet my mom and all of my friends...He wants to be a serious part of my life. And I want that too.
a bit about me...
You are a drumstick.
Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.
Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.
Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?