Ugh...

[ms_artsyfartsy]

I should be out with Eric right now, but he's plowing. erk. I just wanna see him. He called to say he'll be late, if he comes at all. My life totally revolves around him, and it shouldn't, but I don't know what else to do. He said he'd meet me at 7:30...so I figured I'd update everyone on life until then. Let's see...my sister is convinced I'm

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[meggiebeth]

That country song about "Oh nothing bout love makes sense" perfectly describes this feeling. Cause in the song it talks about one guy can mean everything and be so wrong for you while another can try so hard to please and not mean anything at all. Seredipity, is all I can say. There is something within fate and destiny that controls our lives. Everytime you think you can't make it through another moment, another hour, another day....something comes along to make you smile and thank god you are where you are. It might be a smile or a look...it might be the sound of his voice.....it might even be some incredibly stupid thing that was said... that will make you remember and think of him. And once you love someone....you always love them. It may not be in the same way as in the begining, but you will always love them for something they gave you or you went through together. There's that tiny little spot in your heart that will always be reserved for that. Just remember there is a reason for everything in life, whether it is teaching you how to love and how to lose at love or if it is teaching you how to forgive and move on or whether it is teaching you to open up and be yourself.Everything happens for a reason. I love you!