Jun 17, 2007 21:09
Most people don't dare to tell me no. They realize it could very well be the last word they say. Instead they are eager to do exactly as I demand or request. There are a few exceptions to the rule of course. Some of them don't live past saying the word. Some of them eat their own tongues for daring to deny me what I want. And some...well they intrigue me. I study them. I learn their ways and habits. I submerge myself into their way of thinking so that I may understand what motivates them. So that I may crawl so deep under their skin that they will never be free of me. I am a pampered princess with the power of a queen. Always getting my way without working for it can become boring and predictable. Every now and then someone motivates me to go the distance to change their way of thinking so that it fits with my own. Every now and then someone captures my attention completely and I wish to give them the world on a silver platter while wanting to rip them to shreds so that I can build them back up again. I never expected to come across two someones at nearly the same time.