life is complicated

[ms_annie]

it makes me sad that you still assume the worst of me. it makes me scared that despite me telling you otherwise to what you assume, that you won't believe me. that you'll put a big black cross against me. just like last time, all those times you believed i was angry with you when i wasn't. you assume the worst of me, and i can't trust you to tell me the truth.

just dating someone has never been this hard.

and i'm still crying about us breaking up... that can't be a good thing.