decisions
i have this problem where i'm afraid of missing out on things if i don't take a chance when it presents itself. right now, i'm afraid of missing out on dating a nice person because i brush him off because i don't feel ready yet. but i'm not ready yet. i don't even want to be ready yet. i can't possibly start dating someone in good conscience if i know that my heart isn't in it at all.
i'll just have to hope that in time i feel ready to move on, and that when that happens i'll meet someone decent.
and keep working on not entertaining the idea that maybe one day i might get what i actually want.... le sigh.
i'll just have to hope that in time i feel ready to move on, and that when that happens i'll meet someone decent.
and keep working on not entertaining the idea that maybe one day i might get what i actually want.... le sigh.