here's tha deelio fasheelio
ok...herz tha deelio. ok. chad really likes me. which isnt a good thing here iz what his profile sez:
I LIVE U SOOOO MUCH VIVIANN!! MY VIVIANN! MINE MINE MINE!! LOL
ok...yea, i've known him forhow long? like a week, i mean i have a tiny crush on him, but i mean,keyword CRUSH. i have had about 70 million crushes. but still, i kinda jus wanna like date him and make sure that i...um...i dont know how to say it. but yea i jus really love samir, and i wanna make sure that i love him, and so that i wont break up with him again. also i am facing the thing that i will not be single for like 2 years, if not forever. thatz what i'm scared of that i mite break up with him AGAIN and hurt him even more, should i risk that and make evryone hate me? i am under more stress than i have ever been in my whole entire life,cuz all my friends are like "omg u need to go out with chad!!" and then other ppl r like "holy crap i cant believe u broke up with samir!!" and then others are like "u should just follow ur heart." um ok i cant follow my heart cuz my heart freakin changes EVERYDAY!! ah. i cant sleep at nite, b/c i think about samir, and if i should make this decision, and thinking about what if chad kisses me when we go on a date, or what if he did more?? i would be so uncomfortable, and if he did do more with me,i would be so0o pissed and ruin what i ever had with samir and then what if i started liking another guy?!!?!? is a teenager sposta think bout this much?? i'm so scared, cuz rite now it seems like i'm plannin out my life. hs is so tuff for me. and i mean yea i know samir is really depressed and all, but i am also depressed, think about how much pressure i am under, i have to make a decision that will make everyoe happy again, and that mite take some time, so i dont really know what to do, except hope for the best and pray about it. i really love everyone supporting me, and i hope that i make a good decision. pleease leave a comment
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viviann
I LIVE U SOOOO MUCH VIVIANN!! MY VIVIANN! MINE MINE MINE!! LOL
ok...yea, i've known him forhow long? like a week, i mean i have a tiny crush on him, but i mean,keyword CRUSH. i have had about 70 million crushes. but still, i kinda jus wanna like date him and make sure that i...um...i dont know how to say it. but yea i jus really love samir, and i wanna make sure that i love him, and so that i wont break up with him again. also i am facing the thing that i will not be single for like 2 years, if not forever. thatz what i'm scared of that i mite break up with him AGAIN and hurt him even more, should i risk that and make evryone hate me? i am under more stress than i have ever been in my whole entire life,cuz all my friends are like "omg u need to go out with chad!!" and then other ppl r like "holy crap i cant believe u broke up with samir!!" and then others are like "u should just follow ur heart." um ok i cant follow my heart cuz my heart freakin changes EVERYDAY!! ah. i cant sleep at nite, b/c i think about samir, and if i should make this decision, and thinking about what if chad kisses me when we go on a date, or what if he did more?? i would be so uncomfortable, and if he did do more with me,i would be so0o pissed and ruin what i ever had with samir and then what if i started liking another guy?!!?!? is a teenager sposta think bout this much?? i'm so scared, cuz rite now it seems like i'm plannin out my life. hs is so tuff for me. and i mean yea i know samir is really depressed and all, but i am also depressed, think about how much pressure i am under, i have to make a decision that will make everyoe happy again, and that mite take some time, so i dont really know what to do, except hope for the best and pray about it. i really love everyone supporting me, and i hope that i make a good decision. pleease leave a comment
♥
viviann