breakdown...
I'm done with everything, Cut myself for the first time today...its so stupid yet easy. I can't stand life right now...Everythings the same as it was a week ago whenever everythign was happy, well I just realize...I'm not...I can't do this anymore...I can't care about anyone anymore...Not even a little. Fucking shoot me if i do. I don't want anything to do with anything...I want to be unassociated...I want things in my life to go back the way they use to be...when I could've cared less about anything...God someone fucking help me!!! I need someoen to tlak to right now...not in 5 mins not in a couple days...right fucking now.......I'm fucking still in love...