paying attention slowly.
I was looking at my journal today. Hmm.. I dont like it. Everything is about the Emily. I don't think that there is one post that isn't about her. Anyways so i'm going to try to change that. Yeah, that's what i'm going to do. I need somehting to do tomorrow night, and saturday night if anyone has any ideas, let me know? I went to school today I liked it. I keep having more and more fun there for some reason, maybe its the people. Any hoot, there's alot of people that changed this year. Some for the better some for the worse. My mind is crazy right now. Alot of people like me for some reason lol. I don't know if i like it yet or not. Theater arts class is funny as hell, cuase well I could teach that class myself. I don't like to be conceited but whenever it comes to that, well let's just put it this way, I kick some freaking cool ass out there! I put people to shame. I want to have contest cause well, I'd win, and well that's fun! I miss alot of things latley. I just don't feel good about myself. Its not selfesteem i don't think, but i could be morphed so easily by the society and the school.its going to be tough not too. I've gotten more friends in these past two days than i have had in a long time. Its cool though. I hope I didn't turn out to be popular, cause well I don't like popular ppl all taht much, I don't like the attention. I'm not going to change myself for something stupid like that. I won't let it happend. So dannie hasn't given me the pen she bought me yet, or the gum. I have to make shoe laces tonight! a pair for kelly (extra skinny) and a pair for marcy (probably the same case she doesn't know what size. Anyways I think i need hugs, so if anyone wants to give me a hug give me one, I give the best hugs...Ask chelsea :). I want Erica to come home this weekend so we can get food together cause last time freaking rocked! but still, out of everythign there is one chica that is stuck in my mind