in the midst, how it used to be

[mrytletheturtle]

food food food

thats my life. its the whole story.
what the hell am i doing?
maybe a comatose spell could change my priorities, could change my interests, my nature.

i need something. its killing my zest.
im reading more about fasting, i think thats what next... its not a fucking anorexic thing... its a health and mind changing and lieberating thing... we dont need food all the time. in fact

it helps if we dont.

i need help.
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the nest is in our soul